Twenty Questions

I have twenty questions. No reason to be too detailed in your response. Just give me the jist of it. …You came back for what? To try and destroy me more? To continue to play with my mind? To use me some more? Do you not feel any love or compassion for me? Did it not bother your conscious what you did to me before? Do you not care about the amount of pain and destruction you have caused in my life? I don’t get it. I don’t understand how a mind can envelope no empathy. No compassion. Especially for me. But I guess it is pretty clear.  You either hate me or you don’t have the ability to feel empathy. If you hate me I have questions. But, if this is just sociopathic behavior then I know what I must do. No, really either way I know what I must do. Stay far away from you.

I’ve tried to extend you love romantically. I was used, manipulated and left for dead. I tried to reach deep down to the goodness of my heart to extend forgiveness and extend love as a friend. Again… I saw the signs of the attempt to use me, manipulate me and destroy me…..

Love is a drug. It makes you do silly things. But its either you or me. And I choose me.

XOXO