I mean you speak on held grudges,
and relationship crutches,
you even had the nerve to say we’re feuding like first cousins.
But what you fail to mention,
is those late night phone calls and texts,
that you neglected
while you were out hangin and bangin,
with ol’ girl Lexis.
Are you really trying to see eye to eye,
or are you diverting the truth from your,
and demonic mind.
My unhealthy temperament,
Is due to your viciousness,
That resulted in my limitless love
Evolving into resentment.
To my cries for love and attentiveness,
Treating my life with Insignificance,
Must I go on,
Or do you recognize the significance,
In which you betrayed my trust,
With these bitches man.
You say you held me down
When I allowed you to transform me
Into the biggest clown in this town.
my demons are not visiting again
I don’t think you are too emotional as a man.
You truly don’t understand.
Because with all the lies and illusions,
you got floating around,
This violin story,
Just creating noise in the background,
It was me holding you down,
Giving my last dollar,
Ensuring you were safe and sound.
Pouring out love
To an insatiable cookie monster.
Calling my body an empty vessel
While you nestle
With every hood rat, chicken head and Vanessa.
But you are absolutely right.
This is toxic,
This is heartbreaking,
This is sad,
I can’t be mad.
How can I expect you to,
Give me the best of you,
When that’s something you’ve never even had?